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Hrmm....not that I like talking about myself too much lol, but yeh I have to dedicate a page to my friends. I luv you guys so much, I wouldnt be who I am today without ur love and support throughout the years...xoxoxox

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Well....anyhow about myself againz lol...(ehumm, i dont love myself or anything...but I spose...you did wanna know a bit about me yeh?)

Otay...I was born on 22nd February 1987 (Frankston Hospital, mums filipino, dad's english), which makes me a Pisces...(I cant say im not a huge fan of star signs, but I do believe I am wut Pisces are sed to be, well my friends believe so aswel...so Im not lying lolz. You can read about pisces at tha bottom when Im thru with talking about everything else. Ok i'll shut up about that now!)
Well...Im starting to go to the gym againz thank god. I missed it heaps for the last 3 years lol cos the high skool i changed to in year 10 didnt have a gym...but yea, Im happy :D!!

I miss playing sportz but yeh...I still do when I can. I fink i screwed up my knees from netball or footy ages ago, just...they're weak and when I run I just drop :( bloody embarassing so i threw it all away. N i used to be a sprinter aswel, so sucky. Anyway, I used to play Soccer, Volleyball, Netball, Basketball, Street hockey n wrestling lol believe it or not. I used to be 1 of 2 girls - top wrestlers...well strongest chik aswel...lol i could only go against this other chik which was samoan...so hrmm.. and im only 160cm tall...eheheh :P so innocent lol!! (btw...we were top champs with tha skool wrestling shit in the state)
Umm...well, I was considering taking up drifting...although I dunno if I'd be able to afford a car for a while...let alone sum1's gotta teach me to drive manual lol, which will happen anyway, even tho i only have a shitty old Gemini thats automatic...but mehh, I'll borrow sum1's car :D

Well...favourite food...Dunno if i really have any...i pretty much eat ne thing that doesnt taste like shit lol. I do tend to eat lots of chicken, maybe thats cos thats all mum ever cooks when she cant be bothered cookin sumfin really good. Oh well lol, but yea...my mum's meatloaf, damn, i u dont like meatloaf...its cos u havent tried my mums!! Umm...risotto lol i duno if i even spelt it rite, umm...I like my deserts...this filo stuff ...cant remember how to spell it and im not gunna try,...its like a really sweet condensed version of caramel creme YUMM! and...the white chocolate mudcakes I make and my bro's Chocolate brownies annndd ice cream :D!! ok cheesecake too...but yea theres heapss, cant mention them all...this thig is already turning into an essay. Dont you hate it when u type out this huge huge thing of writing...u kno wut i mean...and then all of a sudden lose it when your about to say...cool im done!?! its happened to me heaps of times, and I deffinetaly wont be laughing when Im dun with this!!
Sooooo....how are you today? lol, well...

As you know from the front page...I am a musician..mainly play saxophone although play clarinet, piano, flute and vocals aswel. Funi, Ive only played sax for 1 year and its my most professional instrument LOL...im probably better on clainet tho, both grade 8 but...yea played clarinet for 5 years. Anyway, your probably not interested in that unless ur a muso urself lol. But i must say i played in the Blackburn high school senior stage band and which is very well known around australia, new york and london so...hehehe, we're the top band in australia mind u :P not um...being up there or ne thing! Yeh, wanna see us play...go to Ballarat's South Street competitions, we're always competing there and usually getting first place...thats with all our bands at school etc :)

Hrmm wat else is there to tell...wat kinda girl I am relationship wize...? Iuno...this is wut i think, I dunno if its right or anything but I try to keep my rules strait for myself lol.
In general with everyone im a very VERY caring person lol, I hate to see anyone hurt or goin thru depression etc...ive been there done that and it aint pretty and u do sum real searious bad shit when you cant think properly! Umm...Im a really intimate person...sensitive lol, i try not to be! But yea, hate being yelled at for one...i mean jeez, Im a very attentive listener lol...get ur point across to me without shouting!! (had bad experiences with an ex)...but umm...I luv and I mean I absolutely loveee the beach...especially late afternoons! Anything to do with water...it calms me down as long as im not drowning in it!
Umm, im dedicated...i dont care how far u live...i'll go through all the trouble just to see ya :P lolz, travel's nothing for me anyway! I wouldnt even dream of cheating on anyone!! I treat people how they treat me...so yea. Another thing, if u get on my bad side...I can be a mean mean bitch so...but on the other hand im a really really nice person lol!! Apparently a good kisser...i wont go into any sexual detail lolz...that-the guyz can find out for themselves if they make me want them...so ummm yer. Iuno wut else u'd wanna kno. I havent had any real serious serious bf's although I've always wanted 1...longest relationship was 10 months...I cant say i was happy for 7-8 month of it tho.

Future dreams? Would love to become a music teacher...and motor mechanic...and hairdresser lol. I'll be studying for the rest of my life!! But yeh, I'd luv a car I would just never want to leave lol, i could almost replace a guy witha car if i get the 1 i want!! lolzz...can ride it all day, ehummm anyway!! Im a good girl...should tell u that :P
A guy, that would treat me well and respect me, hopeully sum1 i'm deffinately in-love with...but most of all..he has to be in-love with me too!! lol, um...would love to have children...iuno y but i've always wanted to call 1 of my girls Dana...thats if I have a girl..although I rekon i'll end up having a boy first off...mite even be all boys :S who knows! A job I absolutely luv goin to, hopefully wont b broke..wont be rich either..cos Iuno...i want a normal life, hate stressing and being rich or poor is only gunna make me stress!! Rich....yeh it will make me stress, a lot of people asking for help...as much as i'd like to...but gawd, who's going to take me for who i am and not the money ya kno...too many greedy kunts out there! Hrmm and yea, one day would love to travel around the world :) aaannddd most important, must still b very very close with my best friend alexandra. I luv her to death :) I'll tell u more bout her later :P


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Okaizz..about my gaaaaawwwdiouzzz fwends!! lolzz
Well...most important...always comes first is my best friend alexandra...gah I hate saying Alexandra lol, always tongue tied when i try to say her full name! Anyhow..I will now refer to her as Alex! And make sure u dont think its a guy lol! Im sure she loves it..lol jokesAlex and i grew up togethere, never 1 fight...we're had eachothers backs the whole way and got eachother thru the bad times...trust me there's bad times!! Dont wanna say tho, bit personal so ya kno... Anyway, we've gone out dun sum crazi shit, maybe not as crazy as sum people but, we know how far to go lol...sum girls just cant get away with doing crazi stuff...plus we gotta be careful...cant say we're ugly and not dat hot lol...das 1 main reason we dont flash or do sumfin lyke dat cos we get too many boys after us. should shoo em away witha fly swat. But yea lolzz, we've been the bestest of best friends...I hope things stay that way. Im pretty sure i wont let anything in the way of our friendship..and well, we're pretty much like eachothers mothers lol. Both our mothers ...very hopeless...both filo aswel *rolls eyes*...forgot to mention...alex is also half english and half filo :P...well she was born 10/11/1987...so there not a really huge gap between our ages!
Iuno, theres just so much to say about alex, she's gorgeous, pretty, really sweet, caring, and haha i know she sez im really cheeky, i kno she can be! But hey, all the ppl who kno her...u kno wut im talkin about lol!

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